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I'm going to stop updating Unblack Archives (and Encyclopedia Metallum) for awhile. It's a complex situation and I'm not totally sure about all the details, myself. But I can sum it up like this: I've spent my entire life trying to fix my mental problems with ineffective methods. I'm constantly exhausted and depressed / "running on fumes", and I hardly accomplish anything in life. I need to start seriously confronting this and finding better solutions so that I can work like a normal person, not just when I get a spontaneous burst of energy, or when it's a life-or-death situation. In order to do that, I need extra time and energy that's taken away from me by things like Unblack Archives. But at the same time, I don't want to leave any unfinished work; it's unfair to the artists whose work I represent on the website. So if you have any more details that need to be filled in, please let me know soon. And of course, we can still talk, if you like! It doesn't have to be all business/professional. I simply won't be able to update any pages. Sorry for any inconvenience and thanks for understanding. Pray for me. I need it so badly.

++ If anyone can relate to this problem, where you have no energy at all and have to force yourself to work, even on casual / leisure / "fun" activities, and you have found a way to cope with it, please reach out with that information. I'm desperate.

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