BAND NAME: Úzkost (Uzkost)
GENRE: Unblack Metal / Sludge / Death / Doom
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: USA (Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania)
Formed in December, 2010 as Slaves BC.
Formally changed their name to Úzkost in June 2020.
"Úzkost" means "anxiety" or "urgent fear" in Czech. The name was chosen in honor of Josh's grandfather who has Czech heritage.
Contact:
uzkost.band [AT] gmail [DOT] com
Formally changed their name to Úzkost in June 2020.
"Úzkost" means "anxiety" or "urgent fear" in Czech. The name was chosen in honor of Josh's grandfather who has Czech heritage.
Contact:
uzkost.band [AT] gmail [DOT] com
Lineup:
Joshua M. Thieler - Vocals, Drums
Sean Thomas Singer - Guitars, Vocals
Brandon Siple - Guitars, Bass, Noise
Adam Haller - Bass
Links:
Discography:
Note: Although most of the artwork for their old releases now contains their new band logo, these aren't actually "re-releases", so to speak. They're the same pages, same release dates, etc. just with updated artwork. All releases mentioned in this discography section were released or posted online, after the name change.
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Blood Debt (single, 20 August, 2020, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
1) Blood Debt
4:07, lyrics unknown
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
1) Blood Debt
4:07, lyrics unknown
Mt'hr (single, 30 September, 2022, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Later merged with the "For Property ..." EP
1) Mt'hr
4:46, see below for lyrics
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Later merged with the "For Property ..." EP
1) Mt'hr
4:46, see below for lyrics
Arise: Assemble! Conjoin Your Flame! (single, 25 November, 2022, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Variously abbreviated AACYF and A:A!CYF!
The top image is the final cover art. The bottom image is a draft version used when the single was first announced.
Later merged with the "For Property ..." EP
1) Arise: Assemble! Conjoin Your Flame!
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Variously abbreviated AACYF and A:A!CYF!
The top image is the final cover art. The bottom image is a draft version used when the single was first announced.
Later merged with the "For Property ..." EP
1) Arise: Assemble! Conjoin Your Flame!
3:04, see below for lyrics
Spotify / Apple / etc (OFFICIAL)
Originally released on a compilation in 2014 as Slaves BC. Now available as a separate single.
Originally released on a compilation in 2014 as Slaves BC. Now available as a separate single.
1) Here Comes Suzy Snowflake (cover)
2:55, lyrics:
Whee! Look who's comin'!
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Dressed in a snow-white gown
Tap, tap, tappin' at your windowpane
To tell you she's in town
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Soon you will hear her say
Come out ev'ryone and play with me
I haven't long to stay
If you want to make a snowman
I'll help you make one, one, two, three
If you want to take a sleigh ride
Whee! The ride's on me
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Look at her tumblin' down
Bringing joy to ev'ry girl and boy
Suzy's come to town
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Dressed in a snow-white gown
Tap, tap, tappin' at your windowpane
To tell you she's in town
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Soon you will hear her say
Come out ev'ryone and play with me
I haven't long to stay
If you want to make a snowman
I'll help you make one, one, two, three
If you want to take a sleigh ride
Whee! The ride's on me
Here comes Suzy Snowflake
Look at her tumblin' down
Bringing joy to ev'ry girl and boy
Suzy's come to town
Lo, and I Am Burning (album, year unknown, Independent / Filler Distro)
Format: Cassette (15 copies)
sold out
This album was previously released under [Slaves BC]. See that page for more info.
Neither I, nor the band, remember when this version was released. The mod date on Bandcamp is 31 January, 2023, so it may have been then. (However, those dates could also refer to something as simple as fixing a typo.)
For this version, tracks 1-5 are on Side A, and 6-9 are on Side B.
1) Lo
3:53, lyrics:
Cleanse my soul
Purify my heart
Leave no trace
Of what is displeasing to you
Leave no trace
Burn it out
Put me to the fire
It seems that there’ll be nothing left
For I am burning
I am burning
You’ve put me on the coals
Pull the impurities out
Will there be nothing left
For I am burning
You put me in the fire
Cleanse my soul
You’ve put me to the fire
And I am burning
Leave no trace
Burn it out
Put me to the fire
It seems that there’ll be nothing left
For I am burning
I am burning
You put me in the fire
Cleanse my soul
You’ve put me to the fire
And I am burning
I am burning
2) We Are All God's Fault
2:46, lyrics:
Every day
I feel more fucked
Than the day before
but Jesus saves.
Every day
We stray
Farther from God’s light.
We are all
God’s fault.
He put us here
If everything
Is from God
Then what of our sin?
He gave us
The choice
Then took the blame
He is the
Only One
That I'm still here for.
Everything is fucked,
But Jesus saves
3) Lightbearer
4:47, lyrics:
Clawing at my mind with greasy black fingers
Breathing brimstone into my lungs
Making a place for hell in my heart
Whispering just what I want to hear
Leading me where I want to go
I make it so easy
The sin is already there
I make it so easy
I was born
With the putridity
In my soul
The lie you tell
Is what I want
Is what I need.
In the darkest
moments of my life
you were there for me.
I cannot tell
Your voice from mine
Because I’m sick.
Born into this world
Ravaged with disease
This curse is mine.
Every day I claim it as my own.
I'm not the one who started this decay but
I daily make it my own.
This curse is mine
Satan is alive, and he’s coming for you.
He comes to steal,
Kill, and destroy
to keep you from God.
You are convinced
That he wants you.
He does. He wants to rape your soul.
A bearer of light,
He brings darkness
To cloud your vision.
You see him
As the god
Of knowledge,
But he is the master of deception.
O, Lucifer
Get behind me
I belong not to you.
Old Serpent,
Place your head
Beneath my heel.
4) Glory
00:45, lyrics:
Is it so wrong to think?
If to be absent the body
Is to be with God,
Can I just take my life?
I want to die.
Hide me beneath your wings.
I want to die.
I’ll fly away.
Oh, glory, I want to die.
5) XLV
4:46, lyrics:
God, it's so hard to see Your plan on days like today.
It's hard to stand for the least of these when the people who claim Your name are the ones against them.
Were you not lost?
Were you not once dead?
Were you not blind?
Were you cursed in sin?
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
Why are the people carrying your name
The ones acting in hatred. Walk in grace.
The healthy do not need to be healed
Forgiveness is not for the blameless
Have you forgotten?
We’re called to love
Have you forgotten?
All have sinned.
We are to clothe the naked.
We are to welcome the outcast.
We are to love the unloved:
To give hope to the hopeless
To those who extend grace
Much grace will be given.
Keep His name out of your mouth.
He is not the God of hatred.
You are not doing His work.
You do not speak for Him,
And on your last day
He will not speak for you.
6) I Looked upon the Face of God and My Body Turned as Ash
4:33, lyrics:
Burn me alive.
Set this vile
Body aflame.
We don't always
get what we deserve
in death.
So burn me alive.
Burn me alive.
Place your heart
Before God.
Find the shit.
Burn it out.
I am constantly crushed
Under the weight of
My own failure.
My existence
Is a blasphemy
Strike me from the record.
Wipe my foot prints
From the earth.
Burn these flapping lips, this hateful tongue,
These blackened lungs,
This poisoned liver,
This clogged heart,
These thieving fingers,
These clenched fists,
Cowardly feet,
And whoring dick.
I am a plague To this world.
Every touch brings misery.
Every breath is a curse.
Let no memory of me remain.
May it be so.
Place your heart
Before God.
Find the shit.
Burn it out.
Reveal Your face that I
May finally be damned.
I will call down my dark
And my cold and be damned.
7) Honor Thy Father and Mother
5:25, lyrics:
There are so many things
I wished the courage to say.
29 years, I have been silent.
29 years, I’ve tried to forgive.
Much of what was done
My mind won’t let me remember.
Much of what was done
I will never forget.
I’ve struggled to come to terms
With the fact that I was abused.
My mind, my body, my soul:
You violated me in every way.
You passed your curse to me.
I am a failure.
I am not a man.
I will never be loved.
I will never find grace.
I will never be better.
I will always be nothing.
I ruined your life.
I should never have been born.
You were to
Teach me to love.
You showed me how
To grow hate in my heart.
You were to
Inspire hope
within me.
Through you,
I came to know despair.
You were to
help me grow strong.
You exploited my
Every weakness.
You were to
Show me the path
To walk in faith.
Every word and action was hypocrisy.
You never wanted to be my father and mother.
I never wanted to be your son.
I will never tell,
But you should already know.
8) When Her Prayers Are Silenced
2:31, lyrics:
My dearest heart:
I don't want to know what it’s like
To live in a world that
Doesn't have you intervening for it.
I don't want to
Live a life
That isn't covered
By your prayers.
My whole life,
You have been
Before your Creator
Speaking on my behalf.
What kind of life will I lead?
What kind of man will I become?
Where would I have been if "life had happened",
Or you were too tired or too angry
To daily get on your knees and cry out for me?
I am the man I am because of you.
All the good in me was from you.
I learned how to live a life of grace and love
Because of who you were.
Who you were.
You taught me how to love my neighbor and love our God.
You pulled me from darkness and bathed me in light.
You were the brightest flame in my life.
Your strength seemed limitless. your joy infectious.
Who can take your place?
What will this world be?
What kind of life will I lead?
What kind of man will I become?
Where would I have been if "life had happened",
Or you were too tired or too angry
To daily get on your knees and cry out for me?
I am the man I am because of you.
All the good in me was from you.
Through you I learned how to live a life of grace and love.
9) Unclean
7:29, lyrics:
I’ve failed you
Every single day.
I daily nail you
To that tree.
When I try to do
What I want to
What I know I should
I don’t.
When I try to do
What I don’t want to
What I shouldn’t
I do.
I claim your name
In the same breath
I curse it.
I beg forgiveness
While plotting my sin.
I carve your words
And face into my arms
While the devil
Is carving out
His place in my heart.
I could say
The devil made me do it,
But I called Lucifer in.
You stand at my door and knock,
But Satan is already here.
Faye looks down
Kneeling at the feet
Of her Savior
Watching the boy she spent
A lifetime praying for
Wallow in his own filth
Watching her hopes undone
Hearing me twist
Her prayers to blasphemy.
You lived on your knees
To give me strength to stand,
But this life is my own.
These choices were mine.
You haven’t failed me.
I’ve failed you both.
This body’s unclean.
This body is weak.
Format: Cassette (15 copies)
This album was previously released under [Slaves BC]. See that page for more info.
Neither I, nor the band, remember when this version was released. The mod date on Bandcamp is 31 January, 2023, so it may have been then. (However, those dates could also refer to something as simple as fixing a typo.)
For this version, tracks 1-5 are on Side A, and 6-9 are on Side B.
1) Lo
3:53, lyrics:
Cleanse my soul
Purify my heart
Leave no trace
Of what is displeasing to you
Leave no trace
Burn it out
Put me to the fire
It seems that there’ll be nothing left
For I am burning
I am burning
You’ve put me on the coals
Pull the impurities out
Will there be nothing left
For I am burning
You put me in the fire
Cleanse my soul
You’ve put me to the fire
And I am burning
Leave no trace
Burn it out
Put me to the fire
It seems that there’ll be nothing left
For I am burning
I am burning
You put me in the fire
Cleanse my soul
You’ve put me to the fire
And I am burning
I am burning
2) We Are All God's Fault
2:46, lyrics:
Every day
I feel more fucked
Than the day before
but Jesus saves.
Every day
We stray
Farther from God’s light.
We are all
God’s fault.
He put us here
If everything
Is from God
Then what of our sin?
He gave us
The choice
Then took the blame
He is the
Only One
That I'm still here for.
Everything is fucked,
But Jesus saves
3) Lightbearer
4:47, lyrics:
Clawing at my mind with greasy black fingers
Breathing brimstone into my lungs
Making a place for hell in my heart
Whispering just what I want to hear
Leading me where I want to go
I make it so easy
The sin is already there
I make it so easy
I was born
With the putridity
In my soul
The lie you tell
Is what I want
Is what I need.
In the darkest
moments of my life
you were there for me.
I cannot tell
Your voice from mine
Because I’m sick.
Born into this world
Ravaged with disease
This curse is mine.
Every day I claim it as my own.
I'm not the one who started this decay but
I daily make it my own.
This curse is mine
Satan is alive, and he’s coming for you.
He comes to steal,
Kill, and destroy
to keep you from God.
You are convinced
That he wants you.
He does. He wants to rape your soul.
A bearer of light,
He brings darkness
To cloud your vision.
You see him
As the god
Of knowledge,
But he is the master of deception.
O, Lucifer
Get behind me
I belong not to you.
Old Serpent,
Place your head
Beneath my heel.
4) Glory
00:45, lyrics:
Is it so wrong to think?
If to be absent the body
Is to be with God,
Can I just take my life?
I want to die.
Hide me beneath your wings.
I want to die.
I’ll fly away.
Oh, glory, I want to die.
5) XLV
4:46, lyrics:
God, it's so hard to see Your plan on days like today.
It's hard to stand for the least of these when the people who claim Your name are the ones against them.
Were you not lost?
Were you not once dead?
Were you not blind?
Were you cursed in sin?
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
You are not the god of hatred
Why are the people carrying your name
The ones acting in hatred. Walk in grace.
The healthy do not need to be healed
Forgiveness is not for the blameless
Have you forgotten?
We’re called to love
Have you forgotten?
All have sinned.
We are to clothe the naked.
We are to welcome the outcast.
We are to love the unloved:
To give hope to the hopeless
To those who extend grace
Much grace will be given.
Keep His name out of your mouth.
He is not the God of hatred.
You are not doing His work.
You do not speak for Him,
And on your last day
He will not speak for you.
6) I Looked upon the Face of God and My Body Turned as Ash
4:33, lyrics:
Burn me alive.
Set this vile
Body aflame.
We don't always
get what we deserve
in death.
So burn me alive.
Burn me alive.
Place your heart
Before God.
Find the shit.
Burn it out.
I am constantly crushed
Under the weight of
My own failure.
My existence
Is a blasphemy
Strike me from the record.
Wipe my foot prints
From the earth.
Burn these flapping lips, this hateful tongue,
These blackened lungs,
This poisoned liver,
This clogged heart,
These thieving fingers,
These clenched fists,
Cowardly feet,
And whoring dick.
I am a plague To this world.
Every touch brings misery.
Every breath is a curse.
Let no memory of me remain.
May it be so.
Place your heart
Before God.
Find the shit.
Burn it out.
Reveal Your face that I
May finally be damned.
I will call down my dark
And my cold and be damned.
7) Honor Thy Father and Mother
5:25, lyrics:
There are so many things
I wished the courage to say.
29 years, I have been silent.
29 years, I’ve tried to forgive.
Much of what was done
My mind won’t let me remember.
Much of what was done
I will never forget.
I’ve struggled to come to terms
With the fact that I was abused.
My mind, my body, my soul:
You violated me in every way.
You passed your curse to me.
I am a failure.
I am not a man.
I will never be loved.
I will never find grace.
I will never be better.
I will always be nothing.
I ruined your life.
I should never have been born.
You were to
Teach me to love.
You showed me how
To grow hate in my heart.
You were to
Inspire hope
within me.
Through you,
I came to know despair.
You were to
help me grow strong.
You exploited my
Every weakness.
You were to
Show me the path
To walk in faith.
Every word and action was hypocrisy.
You never wanted to be my father and mother.
I never wanted to be your son.
I will never tell,
But you should already know.
8) When Her Prayers Are Silenced
2:31, lyrics:
My dearest heart:
I don't want to know what it’s like
To live in a world that
Doesn't have you intervening for it.
I don't want to
Live a life
That isn't covered
By your prayers.
My whole life,
You have been
Before your Creator
Speaking on my behalf.
What kind of life will I lead?
What kind of man will I become?
Where would I have been if "life had happened",
Or you were too tired or too angry
To daily get on your knees and cry out for me?
I am the man I am because of you.
All the good in me was from you.
I learned how to live a life of grace and love
Because of who you were.
Who you were.
You taught me how to love my neighbor and love our God.
You pulled me from darkness and bathed me in light.
You were the brightest flame in my life.
Your strength seemed limitless. your joy infectious.
Who can take your place?
What will this world be?
What kind of life will I lead?
What kind of man will I become?
Where would I have been if "life had happened",
Or you were too tired or too angry
To daily get on your knees and cry out for me?
I am the man I am because of you.
All the good in me was from you.
Through you I learned how to live a life of grace and love.
9) Unclean
7:29, lyrics:
I’ve failed you
Every single day.
I daily nail you
To that tree.
When I try to do
What I want to
What I know I should
I don’t.
When I try to do
What I don’t want to
What I shouldn’t
I do.
I claim your name
In the same breath
I curse it.
I beg forgiveness
While plotting my sin.
I carve your words
And face into my arms
While the devil
Is carving out
His place in my heart.
I could say
The devil made me do it,
But I called Lucifer in.
You stand at my door and knock,
But Satan is already here.
Faye looks down
Kneeling at the feet
Of her Savior
Watching the boy she spent
A lifetime praying for
Wallow in his own filth
Watching her hopes undone
Hearing me twist
Her prayers to blasphemy.
You lived on your knees
To give me strength to stand,
But this life is my own.
These choices were mine.
You haven’t failed me.
I’ve failed you both.
This body’s unclean.
This body is weak.
For Property and Profit (EP, 24 February, 2023, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Abbreviated "FP&P" / "FP & P"
Backstory for track 3:
"My [Josh Thieler's] aunt was in her own home. She was doing nothing wrong. The police murdered her. They thought no one would care and they thought they could get away with it. They painted her as poor, uneducated, a drunkard, and violent. And they got away with it.
When writing this song, I kept thinking, ‘how many more were murdered since February of 2002?’ And no one really has any idea. It didn’t stop with her. It didn’t stop with George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, or Tyre Nichols. But it must be stopped. How many more need to be wrongfully imprisoned, tortured, and murdered before making necessary changes? The institution of policing in this country must be dismantled brick by brick and razed from the earth.
Defund and abolish."
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)
Abbreviated "FP&P" / "FP & P"
Backstory for track 3:
"My [Josh Thieler's] aunt was in her own home. She was doing nothing wrong. The police murdered her. They thought no one would care and they thought they could get away with it. They painted her as poor, uneducated, a drunkard, and violent. And they got away with it.
When writing this song, I kept thinking, ‘how many more were murdered since February of 2002?’ And no one really has any idea. It didn’t stop with her. It didn’t stop with George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, or Tyre Nichols. But it must be stopped. How many more need to be wrongfully imprisoned, tortured, and murdered before making necessary changes? The institution of policing in this country must be dismantled brick by brick and razed from the earth.
Defund and abolish."
1) Mt'hr
4:46, lyrics:
Matt: 7:3-5
Matt: 23:13-15; 23-32
I lived my life
In dedication.
I learned every sin.
I learned every consequence.
x
I see the world through new eyes.
Eyes Purified!
Sanctified!
The scales have fallen away.
I survey those around me.
Gauge the words of their lips:
The work of their hands.
I am disgusted.
This world is filthy.
Sinful detestable creatures.
Shameful wretched people.
Born for the pit.
It is the will of God.
x
I am his vassal.
He breathed life in me.
He breathed life in me.
His words fill my mouth.
I lived my life by Your Book to the letter.
My place is secure.
I'm coming home.
x
Unlock the gates; let me pass.
My name should be found written in that Book.
There must be some kind of mistake.
I've lived for You.
My place is by Your side.
Don't turn Your back.
Don't cast me out.
4:46, lyrics:
Matt: 7:3-5
Matt: 23:13-15; 23-32
I lived my life
In dedication.
I learned every sin.
I learned every consequence.
x
I see the world through new eyes.
Eyes Purified!
Sanctified!
The scales have fallen away.
I survey those around me.
Gauge the words of their lips:
The work of their hands.
I am disgusted.
This world is filthy.
Sinful detestable creatures.
Shameful wretched people.
Born for the pit.
It is the will of God.
x
I am his vassal.
He breathed life in me.
He breathed life in me.
His words fill my mouth.
I lived my life by Your Book to the letter.
My place is secure.
I'm coming home.
x
Unlock the gates; let me pass.
My name should be found written in that Book.
There must be some kind of mistake.
I've lived for You.
My place is by Your side.
Don't turn Your back.
Don't cast me out.
2) Arise: Assemble! Conjoin Your Flame!
3:04, lyrics:
Come out:
From the mountains!
Rise from the depths.
Shake off these chains!
Rattle your cages.
Find your comrades.
Free them
Or join them.
Free them.
Or join them...
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Our chorus will drown out
Their lies and their orders.
Keep the fire alive.
Find each other.
Watch these fires spread.
Rise arm in arm.
Bring down their castles
In the sky.
Besiege their cities
On the hills.
Toil no more.
For those who (???)
Fight for us all.
They tried to divide us,
But the minorities
Have become the majority.
3:04, lyrics:
Come out:
From the mountains!
Rise from the depths.
Shake off these chains!
Rattle your cages.
Find your comrades.
Free them
Or join them.
Free them.
Or join them...
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Use your rage!
Use your pain!
Use your loss.
Use your struggle.
Lift your voices together
Our chorus will drown out
Their lies and their orders.
Keep the fire alive.
Find each other.
Watch these fires spread.
Rise arm in arm.
Bring down their castles
In the sky.
Besiege their cities
On the hills.
Toil no more.
For those who (???)
Fight for us all.
They tried to divide us,
But the minorities
Have become the majority.
3) For Property and Profit
3:27, lyrics unknown
3:27, lyrics unknown
(artwork
not
available)
single #4 (UPCOMING)
More info will be added as it becomes available!
(artwork
not
available)
single #5 (UPCOMING)
More info will be added as it becomes available!
(artwork
not
available)
single #6 (UPCOMING)
More info will be added as it becomes available!
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Miscellaneous stuff:
Sigil used on a lot of their artwork:
Aforementioned artwork with "Slaves BC" changed to "Úzkost", all from Bandcamp:
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3000x3000 res [here]. ......... 5760x5760 res [here]. ......... 5760x5760 res [here]. .............................................
Simlilar to: [SECULAR] Wormphlegm, מזמור / Mizmor, Lord Mantis, Abruptum, Primitive Man, Ar'lyxkq'wr, Unknown Artist (Fra), Dragged into Sunlight, The Gate Has Been Opened There Is No Escape, We Came Out like Tigers, Lo!, Asteroth (USA), Fvrlvrn, Nails, O (Ita), The Body, [CHRISTIAN] Goatrot, early Via Crucis (USA), Hooded Penitent, (add more later)
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